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thank godddd for tea.
especially when you're sick.
i really dont want to go to school today, i feel horrible, in so many places, but i can't miss a 3rd day, ohh, I have gym too, what fun!
mad alcohol tonight, i hope my body forgives me.
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[08 Dec 2005|09:23am] |
in case you haven't heard:
TONIGHT Thursday night: Partly cloudy this evening then some snow showers after midnight. Low 21F. Winds light and variable. Chance of snow 60%. 1 to 3 inches of snow expected.
TOMORROW Friday: Snow. Snow will be heavy at times during the morning. High 33F. NE winds shifting to NW at 10 to 20 mph. Chance of snow 80%. 4 to 7 inches of snow expected.
can we say no school?
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[23 Nov 2005|11:09am] |
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Tegan and Sara - "Speak Slow" |
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i love work.
and the fact that i can get $70 jeans for $15.
and no, i wont "hook you up".
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[06 Nov 2005|06:22pm] |
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here's how my weekend went down, and it was actually fun.
FRIDAY - Birthday dinner time! Went to Bonefish Grill for dinner, with my parents, brother and hgis girlfriend, and Tyler. I got Mahi Mahi (dolphinfish) with a Lime-Tomato-Garlic Sauce, and it was really fucking good. And for appetizers we had calamari and Bang-Bang Shrimp, and those were definately some of the best things I've ever tasted. Our bill with tip came to like $250! It was worth it though.
And ooooommmmgg, the fucking brownie I had. It was fucking like melt in your mout fudgy and with raspberry sauce. It was seriously fucking heavan.
SATURDAY - Job interview at American Eagle at 9 a.m. It went really well, and the manager, Matt, noticed that me and this other girl Courtney were the only ones that started talking to each other when people were waiting for them to let us in, which he liked. And I talked alot, and answered his questions, and the outfit I picked out for the girl, was fucking cuteeee. I hope I get the job.
For most of my day, I just worked on cleaning my room, although it's probably going to take like 3 straight days to clean it, haha. I got rid of like 10 pairs of jeans I eiother dont want or dont like anymore. Not that exciting.
Saturday night I hung out with Lindsay for the first time in like months. It was really nice. Of course we had 69cent slushies. And then we went to Walmart, for no reason at all......and we ended up buying fish, haahaha. I wanted one of the little sharks, but they're tropical, and I haven't had a tropical fish tank in years.
So I got one of those crazy black fish with the poofy eyes. I named him Pongo. He really is a Pongo when you look at him. I fear somethings wrong with him though, because he swims around the bowl frantically all the time.....he's a little odd...but he's my Pongo.

So today, I bascically slept in too late, and my alarm clock didn't go off, so I couldent call Tyler. And then I just cleaned up my room some more...but I have about 5 loads of laundry to do...fuckkk.
I did just make some guacamole though, so that's good.
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[23 Oct 2005|07:35pm] |
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ugh,
I have no idea what to write for the admissions essay for Five Towns College.
Ughhhhh, Fuckkkkkkk.
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[21 Oct 2005|09:42pm] |
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sometimes she tasted like burnt plastic smells |
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i miss the sawtooth grin
oh, and www.myspace.com/meandhimcallitus
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[14 Oct 2005|08:11pm] |
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anah aevia - october 12 |
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so I got screaaaaamed at for having 7/16" earrings in my ears today by my parents.
my brother was taking a shower in my bathroom, so i coulden't change them to 00's like I usually do in the evening so they don't notice.
they told me they woulden't pay for my college if I go any bigger, or keep the 7/16" in.
they're just trying to fucking control me. if i want 1/2" ears and snakebits next year when i'm 18, then they can't do a fucking thing about it....but they threaten to not pay for my college tuition.
bull.shit.
this is how i choose to express myself and how i like myself. i love my fauxhawk, and my mom tells me it looks horrible everyday when i get like 130874240 comments on it a day telling me other people like it. i love listening to the music i do, my mom thinks they'll be embarresed because the neighbors "probably think i listen to devil music", and i choose to stretch my ears, that's me.
i say it over and over and over again. when im 40 something and worrying about the holes in my ears, i've obviously lived my life wrong.
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[13 Oct 2005|09:29pm] |
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i have no idea where my life is going these days.
i just feel so lethargic in life. i do well in school, but besides that, i have no job, no desire to apply for one. i do nothing with my life.
i have no real friends anymore. no friends that i hang out with 24/7 and spend my weekends with.
i have tyler. he makes me happy. but when he's not here, theres nothing.
im just going through this year day by day, but im afriad im not going to have any memories from it.
im putting off getting recomendation letters. i really just want to apply, and get it over with. but im extremely scared of whats going to happen if i dont get in. my whole life that i've planned is going to be nothing.
i just want my dreams to come true, but i do nothing to help them.
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[13 Oct 2005|01:37pm] |
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#12 - Texas Dolly |
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i think im ready to start a new year.
im sorry for everything i've done wrong. im sorry for everyone that i've done wrong to, whether it was on purpose or inadvertanly, i really am sorry.
i want to start new.
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[11 Oct 2005|06:19pm] |
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Genghis Tron - Arms |
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Chree left the #12.
that's extremely sad.
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[02 Oct 2005|10:34pm] |
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So this entry is going to be long...and it has pictures, so it's got a cut. If you really cared you'd read about my life, but I have a feeling you'll all just skip this over.
( shit )
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[28 Sep 2005|02:52pm] |
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mewithoutYOU - January 1979 |
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I've been tape gauging my ears since like 2 days ago.
Andddd, Jolene's earrings came today!!!
Pictures to follow.
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[20 Sep 2005|07:03pm] |
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Codeseven - "How Many Miles to Babylon" |
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So for any of you wondering, I did pass my road test.....maybe I should have written that earlier, sarah, haha.
BTWWWWWW, if anyone has any 00g's they'd like to give me some time, or slip in an envelope and send to me, that would be wonderful.
If you've never heard the original Codeseven, when they were an experimental hardcore band, you're missing out. Go try and download the album "Division of Labor" by them, amazinnnnnngggg.
ppppppppp.s. Saturday November 19th @ The Chance Complex in Poughkeepsie, NY
Rhythmden 10 Year Anniversary Fest
SHAI HULUD CONVERGE DARKEST HOUR THE RED CHORD MUNICIPAL WASTE THE NUMBER 12 LOOKS LIKE YOU FROM A SECOND STORY WINDOW MOST PRECIOUS BLOOD BOYSETSFIRE MODERN LIFE IS WAR WITH HONOR THE BANNER THE DISTANCE ROBOTS & EMPIRE + much much more TBA
get pumped!!!!
advance tickets on sale soon!!!!
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[12 Sep 2005|07:46pm] |
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Boysnightout - Relapsing <33333 love you lori |
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road test tomorrow
omgomgomgomgomg.
fuckkkkk.
I don't know if im ready....like im confident in my driving skills, but I'm not sure how they'll be when I actually go to take the test. Parallel parking is up in the air. It could go well, or I could mess up, I'm not really sure how it will be, because the slightest mistake in distance can fuck it up. Everything else hopefully will go fine, but I'm just hoping my nerves dont get the best of me.
I'm calling Lori tonight, because I promised I'd call her, and I miss talking to her, it's my fault though...I'm getting so caught up in the year already.
p.s. 2:00 p.m. tomorrow, can you all pray for me and think about me?
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[12 Sep 2005|06:59pm] |
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coheed and cambria - The Suffering |
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myspace is being fucking annoying.
i want to kill it right now.
but i really can't, because the main page wont even load.
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[08 Sep 2005|07:22pm] |
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#12 Looks Like You - Devils Dick Disaster |
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so getting into a fight with my parents on my dads birthday was not the smartest thing.
oh well, its how they interpreted the fucking comment.
assholes.
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[06 Sep 2005|11:30pm] |
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hot damn! |
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i've decided that im not going back tomorrow
and you cant make me.
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[06 Sep 2005|12:24am] |
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Coheed & Cambria - Once Upon Your Dead Body |
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no real update in a while....why not now?
So Friday I left to go to my sisters house...got drunk and stoned...thought I saw a bear in the shape of a fox, freaked the fuck out with sarah, haha...then as I was falling asleep I heard many new things in a bunch of Rx Bandits songs, and Televators by Mars Volta.
Saturday helped my brother and bro-in-law roof his garage...got that done...then went out to dinner. Came back and made a campfire, got drunk.
Sunday we left for the family picnic....and I met all of my long lost cousins, haha. so theres: Tamika Taihira Katrina Jason and Gabriella.
Than, Tamika has 2 kids named Trinai and Tareeq. Taihira has Omar. And Jason has Hailey.
Taihira works at a Tampon Factory.
Jeffersons meets the Cleavers.
Anywho.
Last night, Sarah fell down the steps, and like bruised her tailbone, and she can't even like move today. My dad almost broke his wrist this morning before leaving.
So we left this morning, and then Shane and Sarah dropped me off at the mall, and I went shopping. i got:
 they look better in person.
and some other stuff, but H&M was a bust.
Now, I'm listening to new Coheed, about to call Tyler, and go to bed.
School in two days.
Weird?
fucking yes.
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[30 Aug 2005|03:20pm] |
someone please do my freeIpod thing
Theres an offer right now, and all you need to do it order one product for $4.95 (that includes shipping), and as long as you choose the one-time purchase option that's all you have to do. I'll even send you the $5 to do it.
I need 4 people. All you need is a credit card.
Let me know if you can do it.
My referral link: http://ipods.freepay.com/?r=8366743
p-p-p-pleaseeee, it fucking works
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